"I'M ME-COMPLETE AND UNADULTRATED"
These words describe one of my newly found friends. I dont know much about the person, only that the person is a good writer. Still, I wanna be friends with that person... 'cause my heart feels that the person is good person and thats what is important and thats why the person is my friend.
This post is about something I really can't put in words but I've tried my best. This post is about how we think we know some people well and it turns out that we really don't know them at all. Similarly, sometimes we barely know people and yet our hearts connect with them.
As I write this post, I feel a wide range of emotions. Anger, guilt, sadness....... thousands of things- all at the same time- like a freaking mind grenade. Now i ain't going to describe what I feel but i can surely tell you this.... ITS NOT GOOD.
Today (20/11/2010), was a day of realisations for me. I realised how I was surrounded by shallow people who didn't really care if they hurt others. I realised how how wonderful a person was my new friend. I realised how low a deed I had done to hurt that friend. It wasn't really easy for me, you know. Going through all this. But I guess the patient needed the medicine.
Now, no matter how hard I try, things can never be the same ever again. But, keeping in sync with my sometimes-over-the-top-optimism, I BELIVE that whatever happened for good. I gota know the true character of people around me. I just thank God for making it happen....... 'Cause I'm not going to ever let it happen again.
SO K.N. ....... :-)
These words describe one of my newly found friends. I dont know much about the person, only that the person is a good writer. Still, I wanna be friends with that person... 'cause my heart feels that the person is good person and thats what is important and thats why the person is my friend.
This post is about something I really can't put in words but I've tried my best. This post is about how we think we know some people well and it turns out that we really don't know them at all. Similarly, sometimes we barely know people and yet our hearts connect with them.
As I write this post, I feel a wide range of emotions. Anger, guilt, sadness....... thousands of things- all at the same time- like a freaking mind grenade. Now i ain't going to describe what I feel but i can surely tell you this.... ITS NOT GOOD.
Today (20/11/2010), was a day of realisations for me. I realised how I was surrounded by shallow people who didn't really care if they hurt others. I realised how how wonderful a person was my new friend. I realised how low a deed I had done to hurt that friend. It wasn't really easy for me, you know. Going through all this. But I guess the patient needed the medicine.
Now, no matter how hard I try, things can never be the same ever again. But, keeping in sync with my sometimes-over-the-top-optimism, I BELIVE that whatever happened for good. I gota know the true character of people around me. I just thank God for making it happen....... 'Cause I'm not going to ever let it happen again.
SO K.N. ....... :-)
u've left me speechless yet again... i know that i feel everything deeply;but there is a double side to it...simple things ruffle me,but even simpler things touch me deep down.... and this is one of such things..... THANK YOU....
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