My Princess
:-)
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It's been so short a time since you came into my life. (Although I doubt its "my" life anymore). But it never really fealt that you actually came inot my life. It never really fealt i came to know you. it fealt as if you were always there. As if I always knew you. Like a part of me I wasn't aware of but when i came to know of it, the sense of completeness clouded every other emotion. The happiness of being one with you was and still is so heartening that its my driving force. The sureity that I have you and you have me is everything I always yearned for. I feel as if I'd been always waiting for you. And I'd waited for a hundred lifetimes more, for you.
Looking back, I realise its been hardly a year since I know you. I wasn't even invited to your last birhtday. But I can tell you this, I'm so happy that I'm with you in this one and know Imma be there for all the rest of them.
So close we were, for so long,
Yet never did we look around,
For then we would have found,
To whom, were our souls bound.
So many years, we waited for us;
The yearning in our heart subdued by surrounding chorus;
Maybe then we'd never accept, that a desire was ever there;
But looking back now, I know a place in my heart for you was always there.
Through the darkest of nights, through the fiercest of storms;
You've held me, when I'd never held my own.
I would've said I owe you my heart but I won't;
'Cause you are my heart, my love, my soul.
A year ago if you'd ask me you whom I love;
I'd given you a dozen names.
Ask me now, Just look into my eyes;
And you's know the answer isn't the same.
It used to be like this,
Someone I'd spend my life with,
With all that love and bliss,
That was all I wished.
Then you came along, and it was never the same.
The very fact that I had my own life changed.
For there was no longer me and nothing was mine,
There was just us, something so divine.
I had this dream of us,
Lying on a full moon night,
With you by my side,
And to you I'd rhyme.
Rhyme my heart to you,
As word and feelings interwined,
Wait, did I say "my heart"?
Its no longer mine.
My soul, my love, my life;
Imma say it a hundred times,
But still not get to the depths of the feelings,
You can see them, just look into my eyes.
You say my arms are your world,
Well you are mine,
Lying in your lap,
That's how I wanna live our life.
I say our, because singularity for me no more exsists,
Or maybe it does, its just that you and me make one,
Its difficult to tell apart one form other,
And you say "you and me together forever".
True it may've been if we were seperate,
But we are not.
A single soul, a perfect whole,
We are seperable nomore.
Look into my eyes and you'll see,
Things which only you saw and only you can see.
For these are things, some just for you,
Others, only my soulmate could see, and this is you too.
I too saw, pain and a soul wrought,
With so much agony that it had sourounded itself with walls.
High they were , and to others, they might have seemed inpenetrable,
For none could break them and set you free, just like you used to be.
But when I looked at them, I could see,
Those walls were built just for me.
I dont know how or why or when,
But somewhere along the way I realised I belonged inside them.
I'd broke those walls and set you free,
'Cause in your eyes I could see,
The desire to just let your self be,
And sometimes I saw flashes, the yearning to be with me.
And I longed to be with you,
But most of all I wanted to be your best friend,
To share your pain which I could see,
To break your walls and set you free.
I'd see you cry every night,
And I'd shed tears too, in my own right.
It was my first time, that I was crying for someone else,
But I could feel your pain,and it was so intense.
I just wanted it to go,
For it I'd even give up my soul,
Just wanted to see you smile once more,
Wished and yearnded for it from my core.
And away it went,
For even if the pain was intense,
But so was my love for you,
And your's for me, I could see.
I held you tight,
Even as you held me,
And slowly we moulded into one,
Just one soul, just one love.
Things seemed like a fairytale,
Nothing could go wrong, or so it seemed,
But then it went,
And time put us to test.
In the beginning I tried to hide,
Tried to run away from it far and wide.
For it wasn't a thing we'd seen,
Fighting with myself, or so it seemed.
Then I realised,
It wasn't something to run from or fight,
It was just a storm, it had to subside,
'Cause although us,the mistakes were mine.
Something snapped, something clicked;
I love you more than I earlier did;
Want you to stand on my feet,
Take you in my arms and kiss your lips.
I love you Jaan, I always will;
I know that you love me too,
May all our dreams come true,
Even if some of them don't, you have me and I have you.
-YOUR Mango Milkshake.
Happy Birthday Strawberry Shortcake.
