Monday, November 22, 2010

On losing my Best Friend... :-(

I wished we were together again,
I wished nothing had changed,
I wished I could reverse back the time,
To the day I met you in the rain.

I really miss you,
But I guess you dont have time.
Its alright,
I'll wait for u through the day and night.

I see you at school,
When you are busy with your new companions.
But you dont spare a look,
So I retreat into my shell,
Hoping that you'll talk to me later,
But you never do.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

K.N.

"I'M ME-COMPLETE AND UNADULTRATED"
These words describe one of my newly found friends. I dont know much about the person, only that the person is a good writer. Still, I wanna be friends with that person... 'cause my heart feels that the person is good person and thats what is important and thats why the person is my friend.

This post is about something I really can't put in words but I've tried my best. This post is about how we think we know some people well and it turns out that we really don't know them at all. Similarly, sometimes we barely know people and yet our hearts connect with them.

As I write this post, I feel a wide range of emotions. Anger, guilt, sadness....... thousands of things- all at the same time- like a freaking mind grenade. Now i ain't going to describe what I feel but i can surely tell you this.... ITS NOT GOOD.

Today (20/11/2010), was a day of realisations for me. I realised how I was surrounded by shallow people who didn't really care if they hurt others. I realised how how wonderful a person was my new friend. I realised how low a deed I had done to hurt that friend. It wasn't really easy for me, you know. Going through all this. But I guess the patient needed the medicine.

Now, no matter how hard I try, things can never be the same ever again. But, keeping in sync with my sometimes-over-the-top-optimism, I BELIVE that whatever happened for good. I gota know the true character of people around me. I just thank God for making it happen....... 'Cause I'm not going to ever let it happen again.


SO K.N. ....... :-)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Lyf :-)

This post is about life. Its about how beautiful life is and how short it experiencing the infinite things which the world has to offer.

The contemprary lifestyle is so full of meaningless, so-salles "BIG" things that it leaves no time foe those small things which make life worth livng.

As people go about doing their daily chores, they rarely have time to stop by and admire the beautiful sunset. They hardly stop to ask the neighbourhood grocerer that how was his day. They seldom stop to help the old lady neighbour with her gardening.

People rarely take up untrodden paths just for the fun of getting lost. They rarely try to turn those stupid childhood dreams into reality. They never get down at a station which they always passed in that long train journey to village.

People around me experience happiness and experience sadness but they never experience life.
"LIFE" I guess, is too irrational for them.

Experiencing life is about making those around you happy. Its about enjoying nature's beauty.

If you really experience life.... your time with mother earth will truly be worthwile.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

FEW WORDS... :-)

There's this song by the singer Akon, which goes like this

" I know that there's some problem,

And I'm not too blind too know,

All the pain you kept inside you,

Even though you might not show."



Last Tuesday, I was listening to this song on my iPod as I was leaving for school. I was about to shut the door when my mother called out for me, asking me to get something on my way back. I didn't hear what she wanted but bluntly answered- "No mom, I dont have time for trivial things". Just as the door banged shut, I heard the above lyrics. I dont know what prompted me but I rang the doorbell. My mom opened the door. I hugged her and asked her wat did she want.



As we go about our daily lives we come accross many people to whom we say many things. We may forget what we said , even if it was a few minutes ago. But can we be sure that what we said

has not the person we were addressing. A few words- though they mean little to people who say them- can hav enormous power.



We must realise the power of words and the power of speech. What we say can have lasting effects on people. This effect can be both positive and negative. It can be concious and subconcious. Whatever the case maybe.... we must realise that words create an impression like no other. Even those who show that they dont care what people say about them ARE affected. They just hide it.

What we say can inspire people around us. It can make them happy. It can lift their spirits. Speech is a gift very few value. Even more so, most of us end up using harsh words and turn this gift into a curse...