Monday, December 27, 2010

JUST HOLD MY HAND....

I am alone,

You are alone.

Lets be together,

Just hold my hand.

I am sad,

You are sad,

Lets be merry,

Just hold my hand.

I need someone,

You need someone,

Lets be with one another,

Just hold my hand.

I need to be loved,

You wanna love,

Lets love one another,

Just hold my hand.

I like your presence,

Maybe you like mine,

Lets be happily forever after,

Just hold my hand.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Loss of Words...

My mind has gone blank,
I think its very sad,
That I'm struggling to make the words rhyme,
For the first time in my life.

Although struggling I'm determined,
Its tough but I'll not bt undermined.
So I look for inspiration,
To continue my soul's reverberation.

Writing is my escape,
From this life's fears great.
Thats why I want it to be flawless,
Sorting out my mind's mess.

Its not easy tounderstand,
But my relationship with wordsis something noone has.
It is something I can't describe,
But it adds meaning to my life.

So I ease out a bit,
Give myself time to express my bliss.
Maybe one day, I'll really run out of words,
Its not now, but then it'll really hurt.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

A New Friend...

I usually guide my heart,
So that noone can break it apart,
But not from you,
I dunno why, its someyhing new.

The whether is cold,
Your hand I hold,
Embrcaing the freezing breeze,
With ease, because you are with me.

I love the way you say,
That you'll always be guiding my way,
That you'll always be there for me,
No matter what the situation be.

When there's pain in my heart,
I think of you and your thought warmth imparts.
When I met you, I just knew,
That you true,;ll always be true.

Friday, December 10, 2010

FOR MY DEAREST FRIEND

Why is it so,
There's so li'l hope.
When I'm sad,
When I need you like mad.

We talk,
Fate mocks.
We lies,
That we dont cry.

Your prescence,
Gives me strength.
You're more than a friend,
You're my emotional vessel.

I just pour into you,
What I have in my heart,
No matter easy or hard,
No matter what it is, You make me laugh.

When I'm with you,
You bring me out of the blues,
You make my tensions diffuse,
Belive me its true.

When we're together,
It doesn't matter,
What season it is,
'Cause the weather is always beautiful.

Sunday, December 5, 2010

FEAR


There is something,
You dont know what it is.
You dont know what its like,
But its there inside you.

Inside your heart,
It causes immense pain.
All your attempts to stop it,
Have been in vain.

Its been there since a very long time,
But you know that its not a part of you.
Its like a serpnet,
Coiling around your heart.

You've tried to grow used to it,
But it still seems alien.
How can it live inside you,
Even though you dont want to.

Slowly but surely,
Its eating your soul.
Creating a void,
Like a big hole.

You realise you're never going to get rid of it,
But its alright.
Your soul is to pure and your hear to big,
To be maimed by it.

Thursday, December 2, 2010

Once upon a time...

I sit in the train,
Watching the landscape run against,
Perhaps the Gods know my mood,
So it rains.

Its beautiful outside,
I see hills far and wide,
Its so serene,
Adniration fills my mind.

The train stops,
You get on it,
My heart skips a beat,
As if someone just turned on the heat.

I look at you, You look at me,
Our eyes meet.
You come and sit by my side,
Your scent burns my insides.

I no longer look outside,
Thinking of something to talk about.
But I cant think of anything,
I'm saved as you start talking.

But then your stop comes and you get down,
I see you fading away in the background.
We both go our seperate ways,
There's nothing more I can say.

Suddenly Something... -Mohit and Kirti

The night is beautiful and dark,
We sit sharing our haerts,
Although miles apart,
Writing together is not so hard.

The feelings seep deep indside...
Emotions that we dont have to hide...
Siting solitary though not alone...
Together is relief in the undertone...

I see you as candle flame,
In the dark night, easing my heart's pain.
Although we've never met,
You and I form a perfect set.

My heart weeps to see you in pain...
When all my assurities seem to be in vain...
That i fill my verses with concer for you...
So that you know that I care for you too.

I've never met a person before,
With a soul as pure,
With a heart as big,
That everyone finds a place inside it.

Its your humility to think so high of me...
To peep in the depth of my heart and see...
The actual soul deep in there...
That it feels impossible to do unfair...

Relief from Grief ( by Mohit and Kirti)

The creaking of my fan...
The swishing heels of my chair..
I sit and absorb the noises around...
As the wind of happiness ruffles my hair...

Noone can see my tears in the dark,
Noone can see the marks,
That are now a part of my heart,
Noone but you, Because for you it is not hard.

I let tears flow in peace...
The din around me hard to bear...
The screams inside me are more gruesome...
But atleast you are there to hear...

You tell me that you care,
That you understand,
What noone can.
Your words help me to give life another chance.

Its a relief when my words take away your pain...
And you tell me what with anyone you cant share...
This collaboration only brings us close...
Making and matching words with love and care...

For a friend...

A soul too pure,
There's nothing I can say more,
About a friend of mine,
Someone I'v not known for a very long time.



I've never seen her,
But from her voice I know,
That she'll be there for me,
When I need her the most.

She writes like an angel from the heaven,
Touching the hearts of mortal men.
What she writes is from her soul,
And she goes on writing more and more.

I've seen her heart,
To understan it is hard.
But one thing's for sure,
Its the deeper things that she care for the most.

I've hurt her once,
But my heart is full of concern.
I wont let it repeat,
We're friends, Let it always be.

PAIN - MOHIT AND KIRTI

Bitter memories are like tough stains,
On our hearts blanket,
We wash them but they stay,
And cause un wanted pain.

A friend tries to cover that stain...
Struggles hard to diminish that pain...
But sometimes the attempt can be in vain...
And the desperation drives you insane...

When bitterness stains our hearts,
Drive us crazy and we just wanna tear apart,
A part of us is destroyed,
And our soul distorted.

I try to put broken pieces back...
But I feel something lacs,
The void always remains inside...
Your heart is bitter, though you try to hide...

When something inside you is gone,
And you dont know what it was.
You feel as if you're hollow,
And creat a shield so that noone can you heart, follow.

The hollow void makes you burn...
Your heart screams and your insides churn...
But the pain merely drives you inside...
And throughout your life it never subsides...

The pain become a part of your being,
It feels as if its always been.
Your soul maimed,
Your heart forever changed.

Monday, November 22, 2010

On losing my Best Friend... :-(

I wished we were together again,
I wished nothing had changed,
I wished I could reverse back the time,
To the day I met you in the rain.

I really miss you,
But I guess you dont have time.
Its alright,
I'll wait for u through the day and night.

I see you at school,
When you are busy with your new companions.
But you dont spare a look,
So I retreat into my shell,
Hoping that you'll talk to me later,
But you never do.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

K.N.

"I'M ME-COMPLETE AND UNADULTRATED"
These words describe one of my newly found friends. I dont know much about the person, only that the person is a good writer. Still, I wanna be friends with that person... 'cause my heart feels that the person is good person and thats what is important and thats why the person is my friend.

This post is about something I really can't put in words but I've tried my best. This post is about how we think we know some people well and it turns out that we really don't know them at all. Similarly, sometimes we barely know people and yet our hearts connect with them.

As I write this post, I feel a wide range of emotions. Anger, guilt, sadness....... thousands of things- all at the same time- like a freaking mind grenade. Now i ain't going to describe what I feel but i can surely tell you this.... ITS NOT GOOD.

Today (20/11/2010), was a day of realisations for me. I realised how I was surrounded by shallow people who didn't really care if they hurt others. I realised how how wonderful a person was my new friend. I realised how low a deed I had done to hurt that friend. It wasn't really easy for me, you know. Going through all this. But I guess the patient needed the medicine.

Now, no matter how hard I try, things can never be the same ever again. But, keeping in sync with my sometimes-over-the-top-optimism, I BELIVE that whatever happened for good. I gota know the true character of people around me. I just thank God for making it happen....... 'Cause I'm not going to ever let it happen again.


SO K.N. ....... :-)

Thursday, November 18, 2010

Lyf :-)

This post is about life. Its about how beautiful life is and how short it experiencing the infinite things which the world has to offer.

The contemprary lifestyle is so full of meaningless, so-salles "BIG" things that it leaves no time foe those small things which make life worth livng.

As people go about doing their daily chores, they rarely have time to stop by and admire the beautiful sunset. They hardly stop to ask the neighbourhood grocerer that how was his day. They seldom stop to help the old lady neighbour with her gardening.

People rarely take up untrodden paths just for the fun of getting lost. They rarely try to turn those stupid childhood dreams into reality. They never get down at a station which they always passed in that long train journey to village.

People around me experience happiness and experience sadness but they never experience life.
"LIFE" I guess, is too irrational for them.

Experiencing life is about making those around you happy. Its about enjoying nature's beauty.

If you really experience life.... your time with mother earth will truly be worthwile.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

FEW WORDS... :-)

There's this song by the singer Akon, which goes like this

" I know that there's some problem,

And I'm not too blind too know,

All the pain you kept inside you,

Even though you might not show."



Last Tuesday, I was listening to this song on my iPod as I was leaving for school. I was about to shut the door when my mother called out for me, asking me to get something on my way back. I didn't hear what she wanted but bluntly answered- "No mom, I dont have time for trivial things". Just as the door banged shut, I heard the above lyrics. I dont know what prompted me but I rang the doorbell. My mom opened the door. I hugged her and asked her wat did she want.



As we go about our daily lives we come accross many people to whom we say many things. We may forget what we said , even if it was a few minutes ago. But can we be sure that what we said

has not the person we were addressing. A few words- though they mean little to people who say them- can hav enormous power.



We must realise the power of words and the power of speech. What we say can have lasting effects on people. This effect can be both positive and negative. It can be concious and subconcious. Whatever the case maybe.... we must realise that words create an impression like no other. Even those who show that they dont care what people say about them ARE affected. They just hide it.

What we say can inspire people around us. It can make them happy. It can lift their spirits. Speech is a gift very few value. Even more so, most of us end up using harsh words and turn this gift into a curse...